dear diary...
hehehe tringat dulu2 masa zaman2 sekolah i love to write diary and my diary dah macam buku cerita dah... my sister loves to read my diary... i admit i love writing... samala macam my mom. My mom loves writing too... n she's really good in it.... and as for me... i dunno whether i'm that good or not but saya menulis dari hati... its normally like that.. i'm good with words (rasanya la..) i can express my feelings through words... n sometimes bila Anie dah mula menulis i cant stop... hahaha whoever yg kenal Anie mmg taula... my SMS shudnt be called SMS... SMS stands for Short Message System but mine was always LOOONGGG message system.... hahaha ampun dan maaf buat rakan dan taulan yang rimas dan tak suka nak baca sms saya yg dah serupa karangan dan esei tu ya..... nak buat came, itulah Anie... ;)
ok, entry arini is not bout writing skills or writing diary or anything with writings..... its bout the way we feel n how it effects others.....
i'm not like a normal Me today.. i'm not in a good mood.... ada banyak kerja nak buat (normally i dont like to complaint bout my works...n this is not a complaint.. luahan saja) , ada byk perkara yang berada dalam kotak pikiran dan juga ada byk benda yg sikit sebanyak mmg mengganggu perasaan...... i admit i am a thinker and sometimes i think too much... mmg ada byk benda yg mengganggu... daripada soal sebesar masalah negara dn bangsa, soal hubungan dan persahabatan, soal duit, perbelanjaan dan hutang, soal kerja yang tak pernah selesai, soal konflik dalam diri yg penuh dengan persoalan, sehinggala soal ashraff muslim nak kawin lagi sbb xdapat anak setelah 3thn mendirikan rumahtangga.... (apa kena mengena lak dengan aku kan?) semuanya mengganggu akal fikiran dan perasaan ku dari malam semalam sehinggala arini...
This morning i tried hard to tune in the positive attitude... ooh i came early to school today (yeah! congratulation Anie!) and the first thing i did when i woke up this morning : SMILE and i said .. its a good day today.... tried to say i few positive thinks to myself, say hi to everyone n i managed to settle a few task in the morning but my mind seems to wander... arini susah sikit nak fokus, byk termenung.. n terdiam... but i still do my work.... masuk kelas, taip surat, buat report, buat sesi (wpun sesi harini Anie lbh byk mendengar daripada berkata2)... and they (the students and a few teachers) realize that i'm down today....
"Teacher, are u ok??".... one of my students asked me this morning...
..... "Yes darling, i'm ok maybe i'm just tired..."....... and i keep smiling!
"Ilyani, what happened to u.. u look so down today..."... MJ one of my fren at work asking me... he caught me termenung at the office...
.. "Hmm.. i also dunno whats wrong, i'm down cause i'm not UP i guess..." trying to make a joke n get out from the situation... hehehe
came another friend saying : " Aiyooo if this lady here is down habisla.. the whole school must be in a bad condition... U r one young lady yg selalu ceria and ask everyone else to be ceria and positive.. Abisla sekolah if u feel down.... "
and i SMILE...
ok, thinking of what she said... alamak Anie pun manusia yang ada hati and perasaan... i can be sad, angry, depress, mad, down and etc... but tetiba macam terfikir lak, Eh betul gak kan? i always ask everyone else.. to smile, to feel good bout themselves, to think positive, i always try my best to create a healthy and happy environment arounds me so that semua orang boleh jadi happy... thats why normally when my students came for a counselling session i will always try my best to make them feel that they are not alone.. they can be crying, be mad in the session but the moment they walk out of my room they will feel relieved and they know that i do care and love them...no matter how big or small their problems are and suddenly i realised that my emotion, my attitude will effects my whole environment... how m i going to help others if i cant help myself... feeling is something that we can control.... dont get carried away with it... yup i admit, sebagai manusia biasa we have our UPS and DOWNS but kita perlu terima semuanya dengan hati terbuka, fikir secara rational, bertenang.. dan Doa adalah penawar yg paling mustajab...
Nabi s.a.w. berkata kepada Sayyidina Abu Bakar r.a. ketika Nabi dan beliau bersembunyi di Gua Tsur :
La Takhaf Wa La Tahzan. Innallaha Ma’ana“Janganlah kamu takut dan janganlah kamu bersedih hati. Sesungguhnya Allah ada bersama kita”
Firman Allah s.w.t.
Maksudnya :"Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah dan janganlah (pula) kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi (darjatnya) jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman."
(Surah Ali Imran Ayat 139)
Firman Allah s.w.t.
Maksudnya : " Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka itu dibiarkan (saja) mengatakan: “Kami telah beriman,” sedang mereka tidak diuji lagi.”
Apabila dilanda musibah atau kesedihan, Allah s.w.t. mengajar kita :
Firman Allah s.w.t maksudnya :
“(iaitu) orang-orang yang apabila ditimpa musibah, mereka mengucapkan :’Innaa lilaahi wa innnaa ilaihi raji’uun."
(Surah Al Baqarah ayat 156)
“Ingatlah hanya dengan mengingati Allah-lah hati menjadi tenteram.”
(Surah Al Ra’ad ayat 28)
”Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.”
(Surah Al Baqarah ayat 286)
Jadi, kita perlu jadi lebih kuat agar orang di sekeliling kita juga turut menjadi kuat...
Kita perlu menjadi orang yang gembira agar orang di sekeliling kita juga akan turut gembira....
Kita perlu menjadi orang yg lebih positif dan berbaik sangka agar dijauhkan dari segala yang negatif dan buruk sangka...
"Ya Allah ku bersyukur padaMu kerana mengurniakan kekuatan dalam diriku.. Jauhkan diriku dari segala kesedihan dan dukacita... "
dan untuk mereka yang sedang bersedih, cuba klik di sini... ;)
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